Having what I’d want.

Having what I’d want.

So much cloud,

Heady, full of desire, the lure,

Something untasted, innocent,

Something definitely pure.

In a world of choice,

I command the universe

To let me know,

One simple angelic voice.

And still I wait to hear,

This unconditional attraction

Coming to fulfilment in my heart,

Patiently waiting,

For you, for you to be near.

Is it wrong to ask of life,

Someone awesome

To be my lover, my friend,

And ultimately my wife?

Sometimes I know

How much I’ve asked,

The debt I owe

For everything passed.

And yet who counts

The account I’m favoured,

Wanting more, yet more

A woman of special flavours?

Is not life, to do my bidding,

Provide me with

The rewards not always deserved?

Oh yeah, remember,

Who in the hell am I kidding?

All I’ve wanted has come and gone,

Because it’s wanting

That resonated most,

Within my perfect song.

Of course my life,

Gave me what I’d want.

It simply followed my desire,

Confusing as that was!

I make no mistake,

That my wanting fooled me,

It created the conflict

And caused hope to leave me.

But now I’m back

And know the reasons,

So, ahead full steam,

To accept these changing seasons.

Love is waiting

To show me endless heaven,

Where I’ll breathe you in,

Intoxicated by your spirit

For the life,

We both are being given..!